My life is full of mysteries.. But these mysteries became clearer in view with every MUSIC I play and every PICTURES that I take.. Live.Love.Laugh. :)
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Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it’s the only thing
That I know”

Being hurt or been hurt, it is part of our life. No matter how good things are, there would be that something or someone that will definitely hurt us. Some hurt us unintentionally, while some are just jerks doing damages to whoever they want to. You may fight back, and you may win. But life is there to bug us with hurt, and I just feel that this hurting feeling is just part of our life, and love. As the saying says, One can only feel real joy when hurt. You never really loved if you’re never been hurt. That’s what life and loving taught me.

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And is the only thing
That I know (know)”

As what the law of Physics says, in every action, there will be that equal yet opposite reaction. Well, if love hurt you, love will definitely be the one to mend you. This may be one of the rational thing I know within the seemingly irrational rules of loving. And it’s one of the reasons why people should always keep their hopes up in love. You may be hurt but there will definitely be someone to heal those wounds.Just trust love, and live it up.

We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
And times forever frozen still”

We had rough times in our life, but we always choose to keep the good ones, basically for it’s more logical to do than the other. We keep memories in different ways or types. Some have it on a candy wrapper, or maybe keep the wrapper of the first biscuit he had from that special one. Others keep them through gifts, like that cuddly plush bear or maybe that band shirt that you have always wanted, that he gave to you on your anniversary, finally! Some hang it on their walls, some put them on their fingers or maybe some write about it on a notebook or a blog. But the one thing that I know is the most common thing on keeping all these memories, through pictures. come on, who does not glance, once in every while, on your sweet photographs on your camera or your phones? Even the silly pose, or the bad-face shots, or maybe  a picture of him while sleeping. Dining pictures, travelling and jump shots! And then there’s that one simple picture. A picture of you two just beside each other, it may be with holding hands, a hug for each other, a sweet cuddle or a simple kiss. But you know what is important on that single photo? It’s that you know you are truly happy, in love, and with the one you most love.

"So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin’ me closer
Till our eyes meet
You won’t ever be alone
And if you hurt me
Well that’s ok baby only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go

Wait for me to come home.”

LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE! <3

  • Track: Photograph
  • Artist: Ed Sheeran
  • Album: x (Deluxe Edition)

I just went through a break up. Just lost a relationship that lasted for 2 years and 4 months exactly. (Yes, we broke up on our “monthsary”) And I just want to share this.

Is the relationship a lost for us? Do I have regrets? Do I still love him? Does it hurt?  Sigh.

Of course, it’s a lost for me. All the things that we’ve been through all those years. All those fights, the negativeness we had for each other, all those discussions we had. Those hugs, those tender kisses, those little things that he did that always made me smile. Definitely a big lost for me, but I have no regrets loving him, or should I say “loved” him. I gave my best and almost my all but I guess it’s just not meant for us to be together anymore.

3rd question, I don’t really know the answer. I decided a long time ago that I don’t have any feelings for him anymore, that I don’t love him, that it’s my commitment to him that’s making me stay with him. But now, it’s somehow different. It still hurts. It’s like a punch in the gut. And it really sucks to be me right now. After all, it’s what I wanted for quite some time now, freedom. And F**K I got it on our 28th “monthsary”! You know the feeling of being strong all this time, well I guess I am not that strong.

What went wrong? I don’t have a clue, but here’s his last text for me :

"This is my last text for you. I don’t want to be in this relationship anymore. You better look for another man that will maybe make you happier. Please, don’t treat him the way you treated me. Don’t worry, I’m not mad. This relationship just seems unclear now. Thanks for all the memories. And I will be just here whenever you need me. Goodbye."

That’s his side. But I know I gave it all for him. I guess my best wasn’t good enough for him. I respect him and I think it’s better for us to part ways. I’ll start rebuilding myself again.

To you, I loved you and I’ll always cherish those days we had. Guess forever’s just a word. Goodbye.

  • Track: Easy
  • Artist: Rascal Flatts ft. Natasha Bedingfield
  • Plays: 19
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"Somebody who will love you as you were, as you are and as you will be..
No matter what and no matter how..
You two will forever be…”

~some lyrics from the new song I’m creating. :)

There are times in my life that I felt so down and lonely about the things that’s happening around me. Times when I’m trying to search for the right things in my life, and also times that I’m hoping it’s not too late for me.

"I can’t believe it’s over 

I watched the whole thing fall

And I never saw the writing that was on the wall 

If I only knew

Days were slipping past 

That the good things never last 

That you were crying…”

Relationships and friendships, I have gone through heartbreaks on that two. Those times were maybe the darkest days in my life. It’s like living on your nightmares and yes it’s very hard. There were moments when the good days will just flash on your mind and suddenly you’re happy but then you’ll just bump to something and there you were alone as days pass. It’s sad but I just don’t like people to see me like that because I don’t want to be anyone’s burden. So I just hide on my mask and smile.

"Summer turned to winter 

And the snow it turned to rain 

And the rain turned into tears upon your face 

I hardly recognized the girl you are today 

And god I hope it’s not too late 

It’s not too late…”

I always love the rain. It reminds me of how life can turn so fast, from sunny to cloudy and rainy. Ironic as it reminds me of my dark days, but I just love rain. It’s giving me the hope to come back from the fall that I’ve been through. It pushes me to think on the brighter side of things, to have coffee, to meditate, to cry and to come back as a stronger person. Life just makes us stronger after each storm.

"Life can show no mercy 

It can tear your soul apart 

It can make you feel like you’ve gone crazy 

But you’re not 

Things have seem to changed 

There’s one thing that’s still the same 

In my heart you have remained 

And we can fly fly fly away…”

Yes, life’s tough, and it can sometimes show no mercy. There will be moments when you’ll just break into pieces because you just can’t take anymore sadness or hardships. And there were moments when you just don’t understand anything that’s happening to you, and it feels like you’re going crazy. But don’t be. Always remember that each sadness has its own happiness. There would still be people on your back cheering you up and making you feel that you are loved and you are special. Just leave the bad or sad luggage and just fill your heart and life with happiness. There’s no use on holding grudges and bad memories on your life.

“‘Cause you are not alone 

I’m always there with you 

And we’ll get lost together 

Till the light comes pouring through 

'Cause when you feel like you're done 

And the darkness has won 

Babe, you’re not lost 

When your worlds crashing down 

And you can’t bear the cross

I said, babe, you’re not lost…”

Learn from life’s lessons. It’s always there for us to teach things that we can’t learn from school or from anyone. Learn from the bad memories, from the sad memories and learn to face them stronger next time. Just be careful with your heart. Release the pain every time you are feeling hurt because pain ,when not release, can poison your heart and make it stone-hard. Always remember that there are shoulders you can lean on, like your families and friends. Life’s unfair but it’s still up to us to make it fair.

"LIFE AND EXPERIENCE ARE THE BEST TEACHERS."

  • Track: Lost
  • Artist: Michael Bublé
  • Album: Call Me Irresponsible (Special Edition)
  • Plays: 19
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20 Positions It Sucks To Be Put In

picsandquotes:

  1. Having someone request your assistance opening a tightly screwed lid and feeling tremendous amounts of pressure to deliver or face heaps of humiliation.
  2. Running into a person you’re attracted to but having to pretend like you don’t remember specific details about them, because for some odd reason society associates outstanding memory with creepers.
  3. Wanting to drink orange juice but being within an hour of having brushed your teeth and unwilling to risk tasting the atrocious toothpaste + O.J. combo.

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Realizations are huge moments in one’s life. It can either be for good or for worse. But it  don’t come too easy on us. Sometimes it takes so much time which in return makes someone do a thing that he/she would regret in the end.

"Take time to realize..

That your warmth is crashing down on in..

Take time to realize..

That I am on your side..”


In love, we don’t always realize or recognize the one that’s really for us. Some people really ignored the feeling, some are ignoring the feeling because they don’t want to jeopardize the friendship and/or relationship while some people will just realize the feeling after he/she lost the feeling for the other man. While some, and usually the most difficult yet sweetest, is when they find and realize they’ve fallen to each other after all the bad things that happened in their lives, and in the most unexpected yet perfect time in their lives. And they’d know by then that they are really for each other.

"Take time to realize..

This hour could pass you by..

But I can’t spell it out for you..

No it’s never gonna be that simple..

No I can’t spell it out for you..”

In some instances, there comes a moment where one is so into another person but the sad part is that the feeling isn’t or isn’t yet mutual. It’s like you’re waiting for the crows to get white or like waiting for a storm in a desert. And you keep telling yourself that time is running out, we’re not an infinite thing in this world, and we only have one life. Thinking and wondering that hours and hours off your life is just passing by. But you can’t tell him/her what you feel. In some cases, you really don’t want to because you’re afraid of what he/she will react or say or do; and because you don’t want to ruin what you two have right now.

"It’s not the same..

No, it’s never the same..

If you don’t feel it too..

If you meet me halfway..

If you would meet me halfway..

It could be the same for you..”


They always say that love has two faces. It always has the good and bad memories. And there are people that fall in to the sad stories. Sometimes, what you feel isn’t the way your love is feeling. Sometimes, he/she’s really not for you. Sometimes, it’s just you who realizes the spark but then again you will realize that he will never be for you. Some say it’s destiny’s call but I believe that it’s our choice, the choice of us all people. But you would still be hoping or even praying for you to meet halfway. And if that will be granted, that’ll be the greatest day of your life.

But the good thing in love is that it should not be selfish. In love, you’re not only considering your feeling or your happiness but the happiness of both people in the relationship. That’s a part of true love. Win or lose, we should take it even though we know that it will hurt us. But just remember that pain is not there to stay. Just be strong and pray. And there will come a moment that you will realize and understand why all those things happened to you. Those things happened for a reason. And hopefully, you would realize that you are in love, to the person that you deserve and in return deserves you, for the rest of your life.

"If you just realize what I just realized..

That we’d be perfect for each other..

and we’ll never find another..

Just realize, what I just realized..

We’d never have to wonder..

If we missed out on each other now..”

REMEMBER: “True love’s not easy. But trust me, it’s worth it.” :)

The song is a cover from my most favorite band, BOYCE AVENUE! :) Hope you’ll enjoy it all

~edz13smyl

  • Artist: Boyce Avenue
  • Album: Acoustic Sessions Vol III
  • Plays: 19

Booth: Here we are. All of us. Basically alone, seperate creatures just circling each other. All searching for this slightest hint of a real connection. Some looking at the wrong places. Some may just give up hope because in their mind they’re thinking “Oh, there’s nobody out there for me!” But all of us, we keep trying over and over again. Why? Because every once in a while, every once in a while, two people meet, and there’s that spark. And yes Bones, he’s handsome and she’s beautiful. And maybe that’s all they see at first. But making love, making love, that’s when two people become one.

Bones: It is scientifically impossible for two objects to occupy the same space.

Booth: Yeah, but what’s important is we try. And when we do it right, we get close.

Bones: To what? Breaking the laws of physics?!

Booth: Yeah Bones. A miracle.

By "Bones"