“I’ve been living with the shadow over head..

I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed..

I’ve been lonely for so long..

Trapped in the past I just can’t seem to move on..”

Sometimes there comes a time in our lives when we tend to feel lonely and very reserved. Well, some may say that it’s just a way of coping with things or getting ways back to normal again like moving on. But some, they just can’t seem to move on from their painful past. Some are just hiding and are too afraid that they will do the same mistakes again, and in effect, they will just close their doors to others. That way, they feel like getting back and being the same person again. But in reality, they just become more vulnerable because of those things that they hid inside of them.

“I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away..

Just in case I ever need ‘em again someday..

I’ve been setting aside time..

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind..”

Often times, people change whenever they encounter problems especially problems regarding their love life. Many of them may say that they just can’t live their lives anymore, and some will say that they should really take their minds away from the reason of their pains. While some just need enough time to clear things and set them into orders on their minds. But during the process, sometimes, they tend to become a different person;a totally different person from who they was. Some will divert their mind sets on a different direction as they want it naturally just to get away from the things that caused their pain. And sometimes, they’ll just stop dreaming and stop hoping for things to get better again because in their mind, it will never be the same again after a painful goodbye. But deep inside their hearts, no matter how painful you’ve been through, there will still be that hope; hope for happiness and true love.

“I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine..

I’ve been searching but I just can’t see the signs..

I know that it’s out there..

There’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere..”

There will come a time when someone just wish for the stars and don’t care if there’s someone really listening to them up there. Others do believe in “signs” and are looking and hoping for the right signs to come. Some may say it’s irrational but I guess, love isn’t about rational thinking after all. Luckily, there are these people that don’t give up easily. They will just try and try, over and over again for the hope of finding their “one”.

“I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light..

Not somebody just to get me through the night..

I could use some directions..

And I’m open to your suggestions..”

Whenever you feel hopeless and you’re needing some light to shed your life, something or someone will just be there for you. No matter how broke or jaded you were, there will be someone in your life that will try to share their light to you and help you to the right direction. During these times, the heart slowly becomes considering things again; allowing some feelings to grow and knock on the door of heart.

“There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real..

Or if anybody feels the way I feel..

I need inspiration..

Not just another negotiation..”

But then again, whenever you try to open your heart again for someone, there is this fear and pain that will just struck your mind out of nowhere. That’s the bad side of having your heart broken. It really leaves a scar in your heart. You now begin to think of many “what if’s” like “What if it’s not real?”, “What if he’s just playing me?”, “What if he doesn’t feel the same way that I feel?” But that’s all in your mind, a question of the mind and not of the heart. Yes, I know that it’s not all about the heart when it comes to love. We should really consider thinking of our decisions even in a relationship. Again, for me, Love is not a rational thing. I still believe that you should follow what your heart say when it comes to love especially when you know that it is really LOVE that you are feeling and it’s mutual.

“All I wanna do is find a way back into love..

I can’t make it through without a way back into love..

And if I open my heart to you..

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do..

And if you help me to start again..

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end..”

Love is all we need. That is true. And I believe that ever since I was born. It’s our very foundation of living and feeling. Though there are times that we get ourselves hurt in a relationship, we shouldn’t close our hearts for someone else. There will be the proper time for that right true love for you. And when you’re ready to open your heart again, open it without hesitations and pains.

“Love like you’ve never hurt before.”

-edz funelas-

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